Welcome to EmilyAG.

I started doing the donations thing.

And this is not me begging for money but it is a way for me to support the idea of me even doing a blog again, even if no one sends anything. I just feel I need to make the opportunity available. I don’t know why.

It’s just a feeling inside me.

With the desire to be “more open” with my life and sharing what I think and do I feel part of that openness is to also be more accepting.

Of reality, of financial gain, of being someone who makes money again doing something I love… It’s been awhile.

I mean I do have some random “jobs” I do but, I feel like I want to have something that makes me feel the joy I have always felt writing.

There is a fear element to me writing again though. Like who’s going to read it.

And not in the way like, “Why would anyone read this?” But more in the way of “I hope I can have this as a safe place.”

My last blog became big enough that I had some readers I didn’t want there. That I didn’t want to be knowing anything about my life. Readers that I felt I had to keep blocking because they kept making fake accounts I had to try and find and sus out and I just don;t have the energy anymore for that.

I don’t have the desire to do all of that again and I don’t know if I’ll be able to help myself once I notice them starting to creep back in…

So, if I’m going to be writing again and sharing it with the public then donations will be accepted. Ugh. It just is what it is at this point and also it’s going to push me to be more active on all of my platforms so be ready for me to start taking this a bit more seriously.

Posts will be going up every other Friday for now. We shall see how that adjusts over time.

-EAG