Welcome to EmilyAG.

Because you say I’m not on your side, 

you say that I’m not doing the right thing 

but I did it three years before you

and no one would listen to me scream from the rooftops what happened to me 

everyone denied and said it couldn’t be. 

I cried alone for a long, long time telling myself that this doesn’t need to rhyme 

or reason

Or make sense to you 

but I’m grateful now to be in this season 

where you finally see what he actually is, 

but you still deny me the pain I was in 

it’s all about you now never about me. 

It happened last to you so I should be free. 

You told me to write a letter that I’ve already sent 

and got mad at me again when I wouldn’t reopen that vent.

Letting his hot air blow back at me 

so I could hear him deny again what happened to me? 

You were just a little girl you didn’t know what was going on. 

How could you be sure that it was actually wrong?

Why didn’t you say anything? 

Why didn’t you tell us before?

because you put me in the mental hospital and locked the door.

But we are your family. 

Locked. 

But we are your friends. 

Door. 

He said I was crazy and that it wasn’t true

 but look at you now not knowing what to do. 

I’ll give you a number to my therapy 

check-in as Falala 3453

And they’ll let you in.

-EAG